History Now: Marta Olmos

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This is part of a roundtable on the COVID-19 pandemic and the work of history.


My experience in the museum world has been defined by barriers. I have struggled with money while volunteering and doing unpaid internships. Visitors have questioned my knowledge because of my race. I thought that if I worked hard enough, struggled hard enough, I could overcome these barriers. I could climb their jagged walls and find, if not success, at least a paying job. After finishing my MLitt in Scottish history, I was unable to get a job in that country because of my citizenship status. I was too new, too expensive, too politically inconvenient, too risky. So I returned home, only to learn that the risks ran even deeper than I imagined.

As a historical interpreter, my work relies on human connection and hands-on experiences. My body, molded by corsetry and cotton, has been a tool for storytelling and bringing the past to life. Now my body is a weapon. Do I have it? Am I spreading it? I walk lightly through public spaces, covering my face to protect others from my presence. My work is too risky. My stories are non-essential.

The next few months, and possibly my career, hinge on hopeful phone interviews for the few remaining summer internships, always punctuated with a warning: this internship may be canceled because of the virus. My stomach turns in knots while I try to present myself as a safe and qualified candidate. How can I convince a hiring manager to take a risk on a new graduate like me when all our lives have become so overwhelmed with risk? The structural barriers have grown higher, denser. I have already begun taking part-time roles outside the museum industry. My time is running out. And as I pull a mask over my dark skin and curly hair, I can’t help but think that I’m an awfully risky investment. Will anyone be willing to take a risk on me?

Mucsi Márton, “Fear and loathing everywhere” (Wikimedia Commons)


Marta Olmos is a researcher and writer interested in clothing, buildings, and domestic life in the 18th and 19th centuries. She studied at Cornell University and the University of Glasgow and works for Historic New England.

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